Over the last few weeks I have posted some really hard stuff. Suicide is so tragic. Processing the feeling left from suicide feels like an endless spiral of regret, hopelessness, and sadness. But today . . . today I am thankful. Thankful beyond measure. And not just for me, but for others too. My hope in posting is to give people a glimpse into mourning out loud. We so often hide in our closets or photoshop the pain away. It is scary and hard to put real struggle out for ever